http://ninja-beck.blogdrive.com/ Rantings Of Moi Tue, 26 Jul 2005 05:35:05 PDT http://www.blogdrive.com Copyright 2005. http://ninja-beck.blogdrive.com/archive/31.html Tue, 26 Jul 2005 13:30:06 GMT this blog site will be dead from now onwards. counting down.. five four.. meanwhile my active side would be at http://heartstudio/blogdrive.com two, one. bye. http://ninja-beck.blogdrive.com/comments?id=31 http://ninja-beck.blogdrive.com/archive/30.html Sat, 23 Jul 2005 03:45:56 GMT ages since i've written anything on this space. i've been pretty busy. school. homework. problems. church. homework. but it's been fun. learnt something new yesterday at cell. That God knows the right time for everything. 5 phases of how God works. A dream. A decision. A delay. A dead-end. The deliverance. Whoo-hoo! i'm really encouraged by that message. then sister jiaying showed us our pledge amount, did a signature, ate two mini bread then we were outta.. Later on the way home, called back home and dad was furious.. he shouted at the phone when i was talking to my mum. sigh or what? *wa... (more) http://ninja-beck.blogdrive.com/comments?id=30 http://ninja-beck.blogdrive.com/archive/29.html Sat, 09 Jul 2005 16:16:14 GMT Hohoho, school has already started and time's rushing out. I gotta grab the miliseconds and not let it slip anymore. Sigh. I just wanna get the church thing over and done with. i just really want to focus, i have never left the need to focus more than ever this year. Man, am i growing or what? ha. I really wanna do well, for the sake of showing the world that going to church being rooted into God is not, absolutely not, wasting time but increasing the blessings that you get everyday.!. Can't imagine one who still does not know the Gospel, that's why i'm really trying, i want to be able to... (more) http://ninja-beck.blogdrive.com/comments?id=29 http://ninja-beck.blogdrive.com/archive/28.html Wed, 06 Jul 2005 14:55:30 GMT fa la la la la la ne ne pu ne ne http://ninja-beck.blogdrive.com/comments?id=28 http://ninja-beck.blogdrive.com/archive/27.html Wed, 29 Jun 2005 10:35:44 GMT what is it that you're doing? that goodbye did it really meant to mean what it meant, to us? I can never question why things became the present. I can never answer for the future. it's just this being that is there which both of us are afraid to fight, together. there is this sense of longing to be back but I know that we will eventually be. but there is this sense of fear that this continues and eventually breaks. this may and may not. this i fear and dread. this i seriously hope will never come. http://ninja-beck.blogdrive.com/comments?id=27 http://ninja-beck.blogdrive.com/archive/26.html Tue, 14 Jun 2005 01:59:39 GMT I'm Sick. Darn. Doesn't help when I've been trying my darnest best to bring friends to the BBQ. Now I'm not even sure if I myself can attend it. Darn. I really want to go. Aww man, just the though of chicken wings to eat. Yum! Delicious! haha. But then again, I'm also not sure if I am able to bring friends along at all. Darn. Never mind, I'll just keep trying. I BIND YOU IN JESUS' NAME, NOW GET LOST, DON'T YOU DARE TOUCH MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS!!! There. Done. Oh, but I'm feeling a whole lot better already. Don't think I'm having that fever anymore. Whoa~ talking about that, that's the highest... (more) http://ninja-beck.blogdrive.com/comments?id=26 http://ninja-beck.blogdrive.com/archive/25.html Sun, 12 Jun 2005 16:04:39 GMT Do you think i should cut my hair? Darn. I'm always somehow stuck with this question. Meanwhile my hair is just tied up til i have had a decision. Decisions. Sometimes they are never approved by other people. Not to even mention that the other people you are talking about here, are your family members. Ha. Dream-busters. Pastor Kong. Funny guy. Pastor Phil. Oh C'mon! i just wanna serve Jesus. What's wrong with that? Back in that place, i don't feel my relationship with him growing or going onto the next level at all. I don't feel anything. What's wrong with feelings then? if it were, God... (more) http://ninja-beck.blogdrive.com/comments?id=25 http://ninja-beck.blogdrive.com/archive/24.html Thu, 02 Jun 2005 14:45:12 GMT Well, after much consideration and much of nothings-to-do, I decided to make my trip here and clean this much neglected space. Recently, though it seems like years already, I am officially a CHC member. Yes, and a whole loada things starting happening in my life. I'm busy as ever now, attending cells and services and refreshing up a whole lot. This decision didn't come for no reason. I've been dead for thirteen years and it's time to rise up again and spread the lurve. A-Ha! Yeap! Spread the Love. *smiles* ATTENTION TO ALL!! REUBEN MORGAN IS COMING TO SINGAPORE!! For those... (more) http://ninja-beck.blogdrive.com/comments?id=24 http://ninja-beck.blogdrive.com/archive/23.html Tue, 31 May 2005 01:26:07 GMT When I'm afraid, I put my trust in you. http://ninja-beck.blogdrive.com/comments?id=23 http://ninja-beck.blogdrive.com/archive/22.html Sun, 22 May 2005 15:22:59 GMT As I drink my hot chocolate and sit myself comfortably in the computer chair, I thought of updating my recent life. Now now, where shall I start? Alright, here. Now that I've begun my new life in Jesus Christ, I gathered that it wouldn't be easy. I just passed my first "major" meander. *phew* Well, Im just really glad now that it's over and all that, but I know there'll be lots of them coming up next. I'll be ready for them 'cause I've got God on my side. Darn you bad thing(I figured that it'll dirty my blog space if I typed that four letter word out, nope, not that F-word). Ah..chocolate is... (more) http://ninja-beck.blogdrive.com/comments?id=22